Because when I think of you, not only do I ponder on the subject of how much I love you, but I also imagine the rest of my life with you.
Dave is so upset about how I’m feeling and how I’ve been being treated by everyone else and my god, words can’t even describe how much I love him. He keeps telling me that he wants me to be happy and he wishes he could do more so I didn’t have to feel/be treated this way. And I keep telling him I am okay because at the end of the day I have him and he’s just so cute.
I’ve been feeling under the weather all day and Josephine came over and then after she left I was supposed to hang out with my best friend but he forgot he had plans and so I was left with nothing to do. And after listing all the reasons I was upset Dave called me and asked if I wanted to go to the first band competition with his mom and it honestly cheered me up. It was the first time Dave could actually watch with me since he isn’t in band anymore. I just love him so much. My goodness.
"…but she will never go to you because she’s mine."
I’m honestly with someone who makes me happy and I don’t think there are enough ways I could rearrange the 26 letters of the alphabet to let you know how much you mean to me. Thank you for always staying by my side, for making me smile and laugh, and for reminding me you will always be mine, whenever tears are coming out of my eyes. I love you more than you could ever possibly know.
I never posted anything about the Backstreet Boys concert from last Saturday since I have all the videos on my Instagram. But oh my god, it was amazing. When Jesse McCartney came out, I was literally dying. I’ve had the biggest crush on him since the third grade. AHHH. Although it rained down really hard and messed up my phone (I got my screen replaced for free so it’s okay now) and probably maybe hopefully not messed up my film camera, it was AMAZING. I’m glad Dave’s first concert and our first covert was a success.